March 22, 2023- Something about lingering feels
In a moment, you can feel very happy but at another time you feel really hopeless. It almost feels like what have you done and been through all this time doesn't add up to you as it feels like you are not enough. one bad feeling that unconsciously stirs you up to the hollowness of mind. You know that you are grateful but on another side, you feel empty because of that one lingering feelings that haunt you. You tend to miss that person's appearance, presence, and voice even though you know that person won't be in your life again. You know how bad to miss that one person that always has a special place in your heart. Because you know that happy moment won't come back either way. Have been through shit and met the ending where you know it is not good for your life to keep that one person you hold dear most all this time. You know that all your tears have been used up for that one person. The hurts. The betrayals. All years you invest in. All the journey. It is hard to keep...