April 20, 2023_To Myself Now.
I know it kills you that you will probably never get an apology from them. So I will be the one to apologize to you. I'm sorry that you let the wrong one in. I'm sorry they didn't see how precious your heart is. I'm sorry that you feel deceived by who they pretended to be. I'm sorry that you questioned yourself when you're simply someone who wants to give others a chance. I'm sorry they didn't hear your voice. I'm sorry you feel embarrassed and ashamed. I'm sorry that you are scared of what the future holds for you. I'm sorry people lie. I'm sorry someone preyed on your vulnerabilities. I'm sorry they tainted the concept of love for you. I'm sorry they don't respect your boundaries. I'm sorry you didn't respect your boundaries. I'm sorry you keep quiet to keep the peace. I'm sorry you had to beg for the bare minimum. I'm sorry you never came first. I'm sorry you feel used. I'm sorry for...